Lately I've been thinking about ways to increase my personal income. Yeah...got few things to buy and start to do the invesment for my child educational fund. I am responsible to provide the best education for my child. But I can't do it if I stay working at my present office. I need to spread my wings and fly away.
Easy to say but not easy to implement. This emotional bonding between I and my boss prevent me from doing so. I still don't have the heart to leave and find another place. Thinking about how things would collapse if I go made me feel guilty. So here I am still here.....
Like now, I'm in need of extra cash and my friend offers me a project in Sulawesi which means I have to leave town for around 4 days. That's very tempting and manage to create dizziness inside my head. I'm confuse thinking about how to talk to my boss about this. I want to ask her permition, at the same time my head tells me that I don't really need to do that. It's my right to take the job. But I don't want to break our good relation....dilemma....oh dilemma....
Suddenly I remember my aunt once told me it's oke being selfish sometimes. I don't have to always think about others, in fact I should start to think about myself first. I have needs that need to fulfill. So I decided to talk to my boss and tell her that right now I have needs so I'm gonna take this job. Hopefully she would understand...
June 12, 2013
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