For the last few days my mind has been occupied by a thought of resign. Yes, that really came to my mind at last. Everytime i spent time with my son that thought appeared and urged to surface. That wasn't bad at all. In fact i felt happy wondering how nice it would be being able to spend most of my time with Haekal.
But then again my rationality came back. I wasn't ready yet....maybe in the next 3 or 4 years i might resign. But now is not the time.
I realize that i have the need to stay near with Haekal. Imagine how eager he will be on his first day at school. Gosh...how i long for that moment to come :)
Ya Allah, please give me the chance to see my children grow up. Please give me the strenght to taking care of my family through Your path...i'm nothing without You...
Laa haula wala quwwata illa billah
Bekasi, Oct. 28, 2011
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