For the last few days i've turned out to be complainer. I didn't know it at first, i just felt a bit touchy and full of resentment. Then my best friend gave me this insight: that i've been nagging almost all the time. She said i've been keeping my anger inside instead of let it out. It's definitely not health and destructive at the same time. Gosh...did i really do that?!
It took hours until i finally had the guts to admit it. Yes, i was a lousy complainer. Depressed with things i couldn't control. I ain't super woman and will never be one.
So why should i bother to be one?! Silly me!
After a while i finally managed to recognized some issues in my life, some of them are: financial insecurity, acceptance and religion. If one of those showed up then my mood would crash within seconds. Sometimes it happened beyond conscious.
Thank God i have a son whom always cheer up my day. Alhamdulillah....
Bekasi, June 28th 2011
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