Jumat, 30 Maret 2012

WRITING AGAIN

My Dad gave me an agenda last week and I decided to start writing again. I almost forgot how to write and what it feels after finish writing something. This kind of therapy I need to overcome my stressful thought. It's like finding what lies beneath my behavior.

Playing multirole do gives pleasure and pain at the same time. One time I could feel oke and happy but also dizzy. Mix feeling that you'd probably never have. Precious experience actually :)

Writing on blog also help me to recover my "wound". Help me to find inner peace and happiness inside of me. I should be grateful having the chance to be a mother, a wife, a daughter, a sister, and a worker at the same time. This is something I'd never trade with anything.

I guess enough for today. I'll see you around on my next note :)

Ciao....


March 31st, 2012

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Senin, 26 Maret 2012

RENEGADE ALA HAEKAL






Betapa bahagianya hatiku bisa melihat senyuman malu-malu di wajah pangeran kecilku ketika bangun tidur mendapati sebuah sepeda baru di depan kamarnya. Dengan tersipu-sipu dia menaiki sepeda itu lalu mencoba memajukan dengan mengayuh kaki ke lantai. Wajahnya lebih tersipu lagi ketika aku menekan tombol di tengah stang yang menimbulkan bunyi musik pendek. Tanpa malu Haekal menggerakkan tangan dan kepala mengikuti irama. Hahahaha...."Jodet iboo...jodet" ujarnya sambil tertawa.

Gayanya kalo lagi naik sepeda itu udah kayak naik Harley aja hahahaha...

Puas rasanya bisa membelikan sepeda dengan hasil jerih payahku sendiri. Tanpa intervensi. Murni hanya aku saja. Alhamdulillah :)

Doain ibu biar lancar rizkinya ya sayang ^__^

Kamis, 01 Maret 2012

WELL, SOMETIMES SHIT HAPPENS FOR A REASON!

This time i'm gonna be rough coz i'm through, sick and tired with her unstable emotion. She spilled those shits to me! Hey, i a'int got thing to do with all the mess she left so don't spit on me! I have a life to live and you have no right to ruin it!

Stop mad at others! They don't deserve your anger! i don't deserve it either! You should've learn to control your anger. People might sick with you someday.

You turned out to be pain in the ass. Poor you!

I'm not gonna pay attention to your bitchy attitude!

i'm through!!!


-this is my worst writing-